Nostalgia

I cannot recall why I was sad few years ago
Nostalgia instilled the pain of believing in me
I was away from my abode.
Perhaps --
I couldn't create a new abode where I was
Or I did not believe that I could create one.
The vantage point has now shifted
I have my abode, but I have lost the nostalgia.
Standing away from the abode of home
Life felt unsettled,
There are many cases when things go unresolved
How can nostalgia be unfelt?
It is like a déjà vu which brings hidden flashbacks.